ya\u011fmurdand\u0131
belki de aynalardan
kim bilir
sessizlik denilen o eski han\u00e7erden
zaman\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc cama
mek\u00e2n
bir yaraya bakar gibi bak\u0131yordu bana<\/p>\n
yan\u0131ndand\u0131 belki
bir duru\u015fun
bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n
insan\u0131 kendinden eksilten yan\u0131ndan
bir yokluk indi bu saatlerde
\u0131ss\u0131z
a\u011f\u0131r
kur\u015fun gibi
kimsesizlik \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc i\u00e7ime
kimsenin kimsesi olamamak
ne fena \u015feymi\u015f me\u011fer<\/p>\n
g\u00f6rmeyeli \u00e7ok oldu
insan\u0131n han\u00e7ersiz elini
dost diye uzanan
ve s\u0131rt\u0131na d\u00f6nmeyen o eski eli
bir yar vard\u0131
benim gibi adressiz
benim gibi kimsesiz
sokaklar\u0131n unuttu\u011fu bir isim gibi
gecenin cebinde sakl\u0131<\/p>\n
\u015fimdi \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak hissediyorum kendimi
ne dost kald\u0131
ne \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne inan\u0131lan dava
ne ate\u015fi g\u00f6zlerinde ta\u015f\u0131yan insanlar
herkes biraz vefas\u0131z
herkes biraz hissiz
herkes kendi karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
k\u00f6t\u00fc
\u00e7irkin
ilgin\u00e7 bir kalabal\u0131k<\/p>\n
oysa o yar gelse
her \u015fey \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131rd\u0131
bir bardak su gibi \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131rd\u0131 umut
bir \u00e7ocuk g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc gibi
mutluluk
yeniden \u00f6\u011frenirdi ad\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
o dostlar gelse
yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ekip giderdi
insan insana \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131rd\u0131
bir meydan kurulur i\u00e7imde
g\u00fczel g\u00fcnlere
yeniden bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek at\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n
ya\u011fmur da ya\u011fsa
aynalar da k\u0131r\u0131lsa
insan b\u00f6yle sessiz kalmazd\u0131
kimsesizlik b\u00f6yle b\u00fcy\u00fcmezdi
o g\u00fczel insanlar
o g\u00fczel g\u00fcnler
bir yerlerde h\u00e2l\u00e2 y\u00fcr\u00fcr belki<\/p>\n
ve bu kent
sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fclen bu yorgun kent
bir sabah
ans\u0131z\u0131n
ba\u015fka bir g\u00fcne uyan\u0131r<\/p>\n
\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc her karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde
gizli bir mavi vard\u0131r
her yenilmi\u015f insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde
yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00fcne\u015f<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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