Tertipsiz bir bekleyi\u015fin ard\u0131ndan,
\nBa\u015f\u0131mda bir kara bulut,
\nRuhsuz karalt\u0131larla dolu bir liste.<\/p>\n
Vakur bir edayla g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sava\u015f baltam\u0131,
\n\u00d6perek \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m k\u0131n\u0131ndan,
\nDald\u0131m dalkavuklar\u0131n aras\u0131na,
\n\u00c7ekilmi\u015f f\u00fcnyemle, geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yoktu art\u0131k.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6l kenar\u0131nda bulu\u015furuz ara s\u0131ra onunla,
\nDeli dolu sevi\u015fmek varken yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde,
\nZorlu s\u0131navlardan da ge\u00e7ti bilirim,
\nB\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc bir felsefe gibi \u00e7arpt\u0131 k\u0131lcal damarlar\u0131mda.<\/p>\n
Bo\u015f bulunmu\u015ftum sessizlikte,
\nA\u015fk diyordum ben ona,
\nHayallerime sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m,
\nBir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle siliyordu t\u00fcm g\u00fcnahlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130hanet yolculu\u011fundan cay\u0131yor,
\nG\u00f6rmedi\u011fim bir r\u00fcyan\u0131n pastel derdi \u00fczerimde.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam g\u00fcne\u015fi duvarda iz b\u0131rak\u0131rken,
\nArz patlar, her \u015fey r\u00fcya olur.<\/p>\n
Terkettim akl\u0131m\u0131, her yerde kalbim vard\u0131.
\nMahur bir kokuydu y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz, y\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fcz fazlayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar,
\nC\u00fcmlemiz vesileyiz varolu\u015fa.<\/p>\n
Soyut g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerinde titremeler,
\nPencereden uzanan yel,
\nEllerim \u0131s\u0131n\u0131r titremeleri,<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131k\u0131p dola\u015f\u0131r gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
\nElimin arkadan uzanmas\u0131n\u0131 bekler,
\nS\u0131\u00e7rayarak g\u00fcler bana,
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131 umutsuzlukla dalgalan\u0131r \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Tertipsiz bir bekleyi\u015fin ard\u0131ndan, Ba\u015f\u0131mda bir kara bulut, Ruhsuz karalt\u0131larla dolu bir liste. Vakur bir edayla g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sava\u015f baltam\u0131, \u00d6perek \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m k\u0131n\u0131ndan, Dald\u0131m dalkavuklar\u0131n aras\u0131na, \u00c7ekilmi\u015f f\u00fcnyemle, geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yoktu…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-668","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-konuk-yazar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/668","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=668"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/668\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":669,"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/668\/revisions\/669"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=668"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=668"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mehmetozgurersan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=668"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}